Where do I start with this one, I’m not sure but I’m just at a place where I’m sick of those of you mjfans who are in such denial that you want to blame everything on everybody else. And that mj is just this God to you all or something & I’m just sick of this nonsense & this craziness that those kinds of mjfans are putting out. So I had to post something here on my blog to let out how I’m feeling about this & how I feel about things & how I am as a mjfan. And how u feel as a mjfan & I know a lot of you other mjfans aren’t going to agree with me on how I feel. And may not even want to read my blog anymore after reading this.
But my blog is about my life, so I have to be honest and be real with how I feel and with what’s going on with me. So I won’t apologize for how I feel about what I’m saying in this posting or for any thing I post on MY blog. So with that being said, this is how I feel about all the madness around mj & how some of you other mjfans are out here acting. Ok let’s start with this whole oprah interview situation.Yes we can all agree that oprah is crossing a serious line by even doing this interview with his kids, if that’s even true. And nobody can say for sure that it’s true until we all see the interview.
But if she did intervewi his kids, YES she’s wrong & of course she crossed a line with that. Now with that being said, if it’s true as wrong as it may be oprah DOESN’T owe ANYBODY ANYTHING PERIOD & at the end of the day she’s just doing her job. And rather it be right or wrong, that’s oprahs job, to get the biggest stories & the biggest interviews out there. So rather ANY of us or ANYBODY out here like it or NOT oprah is just doing HER job in doing this interview, with or without interviewing mj’s kids. And like I said ealier she DOESN’T owe ANYBODY or ANY of the jackson’s a thing. So at the end of the day she doesn’t have to care about mj’s kids or any of the jackson’s if she doesn’t want to.
At the end of the day all she has to care about is herself & her money & she’s NOT wrong to feel that way, if that’s how she does feel in doing this interview. So you all can’t be mad at her for doing her job, now mj’s mother that’s a whole different story. She’s tue one that’s wrong her, NOT oprah! Mj’s mother is the one who should be respecting HER son, his wishes & HIS kids enough to NEVER allow this interview to happen. She is the one who has to power now when it comes to mj’s kids & NOBODY else. So if she allowed this interview to happen she’s to blame here & NOBODY else.
She’s their guardian now, she’s the one in charge of those children now. So she’s the one to blame, she’s the one who’s disrespecting her own son, his wishes & his kids NOT oprah. But then again kathrine is the one who has been COMPLETELY disrespecting mj since the moment he took his last breathe. She’s been the one letting his kids be seen all over the place & at the Grammys NOT oprah. Every since mj died his mom as been letting his kids be all over the place, where we all know that mj would NEVER of let any of this happen when he was alive. Especially the Grammys, so I don’t see how some of you mjfans out here can be so blind to only want to see what you want to see and hear only what you want to hear when it comes to mj’s kids.
But not want to see who is really to blame when it comes to his kids right now & that’s CLEARLY his MOTHER & NOBODY ELSE!! Now let change it a little bit and start talking about what really just BLOWS my mind when it comes to you BLIND as a bat mjfans our here. And that’s the fact that when it comes to mj’s death most of you want to blame ANY & EVERYBODY but mj for his death. When in reality it’s more mj’s fault that he’s dead then ANYBODY else out there.
And it’s so simple to see this, he was a drug addict LONG before there was a Conrad murray in the picture. And because even if Murray would of did EVERYTHING right that day mj still would of died sooner or later reguardless. And I’m not saying that Murray didn’t do anything wrong that day because he did but he’s NO murderer AT ALL. And all you who say he is should be ashamed of yourselves & this INCLUDES his family. Because it’s so sad that you all are in such denial that you don’t want to see the truth for what it really is.
And that’s the fact that WE all know that mj has been a drug addict since the early 1990′s. And the fact that at the end of the day he was going to get what he wanted, when he wanted & how he wanted when it came to drugs. And the fact that he knew that he was Michael Jackson & that Michael Jackson could get whatever he wanted just because of who he was. And that’s excately what happened, Michael Jackson wanted these drugs. So Michael Jackson got these drugs, so regardless he was going to die sooner or later, the fact is that his body was at it’s end. And you’re only going to abuse your body for so long before it starts to shut down on you.
And his body was done, it had, had enough so Conrad murray could of done everything right that day & could of not given him those picticular drugs at all & he might not of died that day but he was going to die soon though. And that’s just a fact & not to mention here that if Conrad Murray would of told mj no it would of been 100 doctors lined up to tell mj YES on WHATEVER mj wanted. And WE ALL know that this is true because at the end of the day he was Michael Jackson & he knew he could & WOULD get whatever he wanted, when he wanted to! Then let’s look at the BIG FACT that michael jackson was a GROWN ASS MAN & he knew right from wrong. He knew that these drugs could & WOULD kill him.
But just like any other drug addict out here they ONLY care about getting their next high. Not about who it’s hurting or about dying or about anything in that moment, they ONLY care about getting that next high. PERIOD but he was a GROWN MAN who knew what these drugs could do to him but he still wanted them. So you can’t blame anybody but mj for mj’s death attimately & as sad as that is that’s the TRUTH. HE wanted these drugs, so there for it’s his fault that he’s dead right now. But yes I do think that Murray should be punished for the things he did that day but he’s NOT a murderer & he DOESN’T deserve to be treated the way that some of you mjfans are treating him.
And it’s so sad that you all don’t care that Murray has family in this world & people who care about him just like michael does. Michael isn’t the only person in this situation. There are people in this world who love Murray just as much as all of us who love mj. So I’m sure that murray & everybody who loves him is hurting right now also. So I don’t see how you all can even call yourselves REAL mjfans but turn around and act like you all are acting right now.
When mj was ALL about love & he wouldn’t want you all to be treating Murray like this. I know he’s turning in his grave right now at the site of how you mjfans are acting right now. You all should really not be SO selfish to only think about yourselves & mj & think about Murray & the people who love him. This whole situation is hurting SO MANY people & NOT just mj’s family & not just us fans. But it’s affecting Murray & his family & friends. So that’s something that WE ALL should take into thought & consideration when it comes to mj’s death.
So i say to all you blind as a bat mjfans out here to STOP seeing and hearing only what you want to see & hear. And see the THRUTH rather you want to or not and reguardless of how much it hurts. The turth is the truth and haven’t you ever heard that sometimes the truth hurts. Which it does sometimes but that’s just apart of LIFE!!!!