Hi, this is officially my very first posting and i’m so excited about it, so sense its mother’s day today i figured i do my first posting on my life as a mother. so i have a 3 year old son name Ja’Carion but we all call him nugget or peanut but nuggt is the popular one and the one i’m sure everybody will call him when he gets old enough to go to school. but yes i love him to death, i couldnt see life without him in it & yes that sounds cheesy but its true. so motherhood for me has and still is a tough thing because i’m a single mother & my babydaddy is somewhat of a dead beat father finacially. he wont help me out financially at all but he wants to spend time with my son and get him and stuff like that. but as far as the financial part goes, he simply WONT help me out at all. i havent even seen a total of 1,000 dollars since my son has been born & hes three years old now. and to make it worse my babydaddy is married to somebody else & she has 3 kids of her own from somebody else.

so he takes care of her kids, who arent his but he wont take care of his own blood child. now how meesed up is that & how wrong is it also? so that makes being a single mother harder for me. and on top of that i still live at home with my parents, because i’m still in college working on my second degree right now. so for me until i get done with school i dont want to leave home, nor do i honestly until i’m done with college or married. and neither have happened yet, so until one or both happen, i’ll be home with my parents. but that does make it harder to be a single mother in a lot of ways. but on the flip side always having my parents help does help me out with my son also, so it has its ups & downs.

but other then those few bad things being a mother has been the greatest joy in my life, i wouldnt trade it in for anything, even when my son gets on my last nerves. its still the best thing in all of the world to me, motherhood is the best thing that any mother can ever do in their lives. so its been a joy becoming a mother the past 3 yrs of my life and i’m so excited to see what it has to bring to me the rest of my life. even the good, bad, ugly and pretty sides of being a mother. so motherhood BRING IT ON BABY!! And happy mothers day to ALL the REAL mothers out there!!!